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July 25th, 2008


supergee
03:00 pm
Most collectors whose libraries we bought were dead years before libraries came to us, so the only way we could judge the level of eccentricity in the collectors was the books themselves, or from other evidence….

An Orientalist named Paul Linebarger, whose father, we were told, had been Sun Yat-sen's lawyer, had absolutely wonderful books, but he had other things too. He was an early expert at psychological warfare, which I believe he later taught. In one of his closets, for example, we found a huge pile of anticommunist comic books in Mongolian. Paul Linebarger also wrote science fiction, under the name Cordwainer Smith. And he had an interest in ladies' lingerie. One of the more unusual things we bought in his estate was a bra mannequin, complete with bra. Several drawers full of bras we let lie.
Larry McMurtry Books: A Memoir
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jaipur
11:36 am
Hey, tomorrow both [info]magicwoman and [info]sorchawench have birthdays!! A happy birthday to you both...

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I've been driving back and forth to UCLA most every day of the past two weeks--they've had a two-week workshop on neuroimaging I figured I shouldn't miss. It's been pretty interesting!! Heavy math, full of Greene kernels and L2 norms and Lie algebras and more symbols than you can shake a stick at. It has reminded me what the real mathematicians are up to and where they intersect with neuroimaging. It's also reminded me I'm more of a topologist [1] than anything else, and I never really understood complicated probabilities, but c'est la vie. I'm too old for Bayes.

I've been taking notes for both myself and others in the lab who didn't come--the new guy with a Master's in Physics appears to follow what I was talking about, everyone else said, "Huh?" 

::chuckle::

[1] Last week's talks were manifolds and smooth homeomorphisms, etc., and I felt much more comfortable with that than with many of the discussions this week. I guess I learned more from Real Analysis with "Fast Eddy" than I gave him credit for, 20 years ago. ;)  And yes, he did lecture with chalk in one hand and the eraser in the other... I actually was thinking the other day about how I remember my math teachers much better than pretty much any other topic, from elementary school on forward. I can tell you who taught me math from 5th grade on up through getting my math degree in college. But trying to remember my other teachers is more of a stretch. Huh.

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UCLA is only about 55 miles away from where I live, but it takes an hour and a half to get there in the morning. I've been leaving at 6:45--I get to LAX around 7:30-7:35, and the last 8-10 miles to Wilshire Blvd take another 45 minutes. No matter how aggressively or passively I drove; no matter how apparently "clear" the roads were in one place or another; it all averageos ut and I get in to UCLA around 8:15, 8:20 every morning.  Plenty of time to park, get to the meeting center, and find a seat near an outlet for my computer. :) 

On Wednesday this week, I couldn't drag my butt out of bed at 6 am, so I got up at 7 am and figured I'd miss the first talk at 9 am. I was on the road at 7:45, and I walked into the first talk at 9:15 or so.  This is what I call integrating out local variability. ;) No matter when you leave, how you drive, where the accidents or slow-downs are or are not on any given morning, it takes an hour and a half to get to UCLA. (Except this morning, when I got here in just an hour tops. Once every two weeks, the gods are in your favor... ;)

Yesterday I didn't go to UCLA but went to the office (and got promptly overwhelmed with everyone who needed input on their projects). I got an email from the hubby at 4 pm pointing out I hadn't seen him all week, so where we going for dinner? :)  We went to Karl Strauss, but I had their Belgian Abbey Red ale and wasn't comfortable that I was ready to drive when we were done, so we killed time in the Barnes and Noble for a while.

I tried to read "Absurdistan" but couldn't sustain the interest, so I skimmed through some photo/biography of Heath Ledger instead, and considered picking up the "Tales before Narnia" book, of stories that were an influence on C.S. Lewis. Walked out without anything, though, in the end.

According to the Heath Ledger book, the guy had been having serious sleeping problems for years, living on 2 hours of sleep a night and unresponsive to the normal doses of drugs (he appears not to have heard of paradoxical wakefulness, where if you take one dose of a sleeping drug you sleep, but if you take more than one, you end up awake and seriously pissed off).  Knowing what it's like to subsist on 4 hours' sleep a night for extended periods, I have to be sympathetic--he undoubtedly was slowly unhinged from reality over time. That constantly frustrated desire for SLEEP is enough to drive anyone mad, and if it was bad enough I could see someone getting suicidal, just so it will stop and they can rest. That's simply not the same as "sleeping problems" where you might have a bad night once in a while and be exhausted the next day. It really starts to affect every moment, and it sucks.

Though I have to admit I slept surprisingly well yesterday night--passed out at 9 pm, woke up from 1 am to 2 am this morning fussing about papers and grants and who knows what-all, told myself I was NOT driving to LA again on only 4 hours' sleep, and then slept like a log until my alarm went off at 6 am. I feel great. :)  Had some funky dream where someone else did my laundry and somehow shrunk one of my favorite t-shirts, and I was trying to figure out how they managed that when I'd washed it so many times before without a problem...

Don't know what that was all about, but it's good to remember my dreams. It's a sure sign I'm getting enough sleep.
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bhadrika
02:10 pm - Yes, it was a tornado
Camp was hit by a tornado yesterday.  Everyone is fine.  Details to follow.

This has been such a surreal summer.

 
Current Location: Infirmary
Current Mood: [mood icon] relieved
Current Music: chainsaws and large trucks
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jere7my
01:11 pm - 24.75 hours
Off to fetch the tux.
Current Mood: [mood icon] anxious
Current Music: Venus by Shocking Blue

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uncleamos
11:15 am - After the flood
Carpets are gone, place is dry. That said, since the flood came from the sewer I am still waiting for a professional disinfecting before settling in, unpacking, and planning on sleeping here. Hopefully that will happen today.

I still love the apartment, it is still beautiful, and if anything it will be better because the old carpets were a little ratty. At the moment the place is just...a little undressed. So now I'm trying to focus on my work while I wonder where on earth my contractors are.

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adfamiliares
08:06 am
Welcome, K. and J. You have 1 days remaining before your ceremony.

Holy crap, we have 1 day remaining before the wedding!
Current Music: Lyrics Born (feat. C. Holiday), Whispers

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think_too_much
03:00 am - I wish it was the sixties I wish I could be happy
To paraphrase Grrl, I just accidentally liked a Coldplay song.

(For the record, I'd never think of apologizing for Radiohead. I'm far too unhip for that.)
Current Mood: [mood icon] god I'm so middlebrow
Current Music: viva la fucking vida

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July 24th, 2008


tapas
09:59 pm
Political score, estimated by counting the signs on the lawns of my neighbors:

Obama - 2
McCain - 0

What's the score in your neighborhood?

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reldnahkram
10:23 pm
OK, Cake Wrecks is just hilarious. Maybe it's cruel to laugh at failed cake decoration ideas, but I'm sure they're tasty, and that's what counts. Right?

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kid_prufrock
08:19 pm - what i want at this point
I'm taking a year off from grad school this year. Basically the reason is that I've always been lazy and disorganized as a student but I've made it through the hoops anyway--though never as gracefully as I'd have liked, and never with unqualified success. What that means is that I pretty much kill myself to do suboptimal work. Even last night: I stayed up all night, after procrastinating, to write up the final exam for the summer class I'm teaching and I'm still behind the curve with grading. It's unsustainable and unsatisfying.

This is all really abstract and to be honest it doesn't worry me all that much right now; this is an I'm-not-dead-here-is-basically-where-I-am post, not an angst post. As a matter of fact I'm posting this to put off more grading. I want to start blogging again; probably mostly about frivolous things but it'd be cool to work up to daily or weekly high-quality post. I need to get to the point where I can think on a high level every day; I'm nowhere close to that right now. (To some extent I wonder if my LJ hasn't sort of outlived its purpose; I feel like when I got it, in college, it was mostly to continue gossip or in-jokes on a stylized online format. Obviously this has no real application now.)

What did I do this summer? I taught an intro philosophy class, I played a lot of video games in the early part, I spent a lot of time thinking about the 4e D&D rules, I spent a lot of time looking at youtube, I spent a lot of time hanging out with [info]anatomiste, I spent a lot of time doing stuff with my crazy social-science boarding house. Pretty soon I'm going to go on the annual trip to the Adirondacks that is quasi-affiliated with my department; I'm really looking forward to that. After that I'm going to go to Asheville to live for next year. I'm going because I want to be able to drive to Chapel Hill (and so keep doing things with the philosophy department and my social science boarding house) but I want to live somewhere different and more refreshing than Chapel Hill, and I think Asheville is probably the best choice for that all things considered.

Basically I feel like the Project next year is to find a way to become a nominally functional human being, or to find something I can do without upsetting the imaginary, judgmental counterparts of my parents despite my present dysfunctional features. At this point I've decided I want to hike a lot and work in a restaurant. I guess I figure that I like food and spectacle, and I'd like to get good at making food and I'd like to know a lot about it, and I think maybe that would probably be as good a way as any to get more discipline without getting a real job. (I don't want a real job. I want the freedom to audit a philosophy seminar back in Chapel Hill and go other places when I want to.) At the end of the day I still want to be the very best philosopher I can be, though mostly because I still (still) think it would be so cool to be awesome at philosophy--and I think at this point I have better prospects for getting awesome at philosophy than at anything else. I'm trying not to think about whether I'd be happy as a professional philosopher on the other hand. It feels like a terrifying, unanswerable question; maybe not too far from the way questions about god or the afterlife can be terrifying in their unanswerability if you're sentimental about them.

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irilyth
07:54 pm - Diets
My pants are starting to get uncomfortably tight, and my weight has been creeping upwards, more noticeably lately -- I had had "between 200 - and 210" in mind for a while, but I'm now solidly on the path to 220. That's no good.

I recently discovered the no S diet: No snacks, sweets, or seconds, except on days that start with S. That's it.

It feels an awful lot like an implementation of the more general Don't Eat Like An Idiot Diet (which I think a friend coined), which I would summarize for myself as "Don't overeat, don't eat stupid things, don't eat when you're not hungry". The No S rules are easier to remember, though.

For me personally, no seconds is pretty easy. I don't habitually eat seconds, nor feel the urge to, except at social events where we order a bunch of food and there's some left over. Especially pizza, but also things like Thai and Indian, I'll often go back for a second plate after everyone's had some. Those sorts of things most often happen on weekends, though, so I may still get to indulge that vice a little.

No snacks is harder, but doable. I eat when I'm not hungry because it feels good, and when I'm stressed, doing something that feels good helps a little, or at least is very tempting. Especially at work, where I have food in my desk; so the key to this will probably be taking all of the food out of my desk that isn't clearly a meal. (I keep some food on hand for lunches when I don't bring leftovers, when I want to have dinner before volleyball, etc.)

No sweets is gonna be killer, though -- I often have a square of chocolate after a meal, and, well, just, dang.

The guy's web site is written a common-sense straightforward style that really speaks to me. His arguments about how we're naturally suited via evolution to be non-snackers seem a little thin, but the general philosophy, and his thoughts about habits and how to form them and what makes things Easy and Hard, resonate with my own experience. So, we'll see.

I found the diet through his shovelglove page, and I might give that a try too. (Or maybe I just want to own a sledgehammer. :^) His urban ranger page is entertaining too, but not very appealing to me personally; for starters, most of the places I drive to (work, Trader Joe's, volleyball in Bunker Hill) are not in fact within an hour walk. But I may keep it in mind.

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superbacana
05:58 pm
I think I'm experiencing my first-ever coffee-withdrawal e
headache ever. I've become one of those people. Too much yummy coffeein Seattle and that Intelligentsia stuff I ordered for our machine in Toronto. Either that or its lack of sleep.
Current Location: MIT

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supergee
02:40 pm
Once again friended by someone with a somewhat more plausible name than Ford Prefect, writing in Cyrillic characters. I decline to return the favor.

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metasilk
01:11 pm - Vermont Yarn Co in the Twisted Purl
Cool, one of my clients has been blogged about!
http://thetwistedpurl.blogspot.com/2008/07/vermont-yarn-company.html
Current Mood: tickled

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wayman
11:45 am - The wind and rain
Now that [info]uncleamos has posted about the heavy rains and flooding in DC and [info]crystalpyramid about the showers and leaky ceiling in NYC, I suppose I should mention the thunderstorms and power outages here in Philadelphia. [info]stowaway_geek's place lost power five times between about 6pm and 1am. Twice the power came back on only to go out again two minutes later. Fortunately, I unplugged my computer and phone charger early on, and all I had to do to fix the internet this morning was unplug and replug the modem. So far as I know, no leaks or floods here, whew!

I attempted to read through the storm, and used one of the stupidest iPhone apps to do so--FiatLux, which just turns the screen into a bright white rectangle to be used as a feeble flashlight (or in my case, reading light).

I guess the heavy storms here were responsible for [info]stowaway_geek's being stuck at the airport in Canada yesterday rather than home as planned. More time for me to, um, tidy up my boxes before he gets here :-) I'm planning on taking a full car-load to Goodwill this afternoon sometime, but it will be the easy carload--microwave, large fan, lamps, stuff I don't have to put much thought into parting with. ([info]herbertinc, or anyone else local, if you want my microwave or stand fan or any lamps, speak up by about 3pm!)

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crystalpyramid
10:54 am - thunderstorms
The sky flashed electric blue in our skylight, making for a weird light show last night. With the rain, New York is cool enough to be bearable.

Apparently our bathroom ceiling leaks. It is cool how latex paint stretches to hold huge pockets of water, though. Less cool how brown the water is, and how the bathroom fan makes a buzzing noise now instead of working.

[info]uncleamos' flooding story wins, hands down, but this is annoying.

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uncleamos
10:00 am - Flash flooding
Heavy rain last night caused the city storm system to back up, sending water pouring into our apartment through the drains. Mary was the first to spot it, and Bridge night disintegrated into bailing and mopping the place up. Mary, Isaac, Marie, and Ben are the hugest heroes for helping out, and Mary and Isaac also let my roommate and I stay at their place, which was great.

Conversations with my landlord and neighbors established that many houses on the street flooded, and that this has not happened at any point in at least the last five years, so hopefully it will be a one time thing.

In the meantime, there is mud everywhere and all carpets are a total loss. A plumber has been out to clear drains and vacuum what he can, and I am waiting for the building management company to call me back regarding getting a cleaning crew out here.

Ah, reality. And now to work.

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supergee
06:34 am - Saying something nice about John McCain
He would probably notice if he hit a pedestrian with his car.

Thanx to [info]shelleybear

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supergee
05:36 am
Happy birthday, [info]beckyzoole
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jere7my
02:24 am - 60 hours
I would be posting more, saying all the million things I have to say about Pinewoods and wedding planning and my sweetie and how much I love her, but as we race to the starting line my every brain cell is bent to the task of wedding planning. Today I talked [info]adfamiliares through a half-hour printing snafu over the phone while half-asleep, walked with her through thunderstorms to buy spraypaint and vine wreaths, rode one bus for the first time and rode another to a new place, played with rubber stamps with [info]jedediah, made mint tea for the visiting relatives, rerouted the guests around the new Harvard Square construction, assembled ball booklets...and I'm not done yet.

Tomorrow, K's family. Friday, rehearsal. Saturday, wedding and dance. Sunday...Sunday...what on earth am I going to do Sunday?
Current Mood: frazzled
Current Music: Clean Living by The Donner Party

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